walking walking walking
towards something that's supposed to be there
walking walking walking
being drawn to a place i know not where
walking towards a distant destination
feeling lost, unsure and confused
with no one to guide me in the darkness
broken fragments shattered and abused
searching searching searching
for something that i wish i could see
searching searching searching
for the person that others say i can be
the person that's supposed to be there
the person they say i could be
the person that has something to live for
that person i know is not me
feeling feeling feeling
no hope, no joy no peace
feeling feeling feeling
this pain i wish to leave me be
my emotions overwhelming me
controlling everything i do
my fears my sorrow and my loneliness
the only things i ever knew
falling falling falling
towards an ever increasing abyss
falling falling falling
no escape from any of this
unable to escape this life of mine
the life that torn me apart
having nothing to give me reasons to continue
just living with unhealed scars
wishing wishing wishing
for a reason to continue and live
wishing wishing wishing
but there's nothing left for me to give
all my whishes have been shattered
torn apart and carried away by the winds
forever out of my reaching hands
forced to life living like this
going going going
leaving what little is left behind
going going going
my only possession a shattered mind
leaving everything important to me
having nobody who wishes me to stay
walking alone in silence and loneliness
wishing this emptiness to go away
silence silence silence
hearing nothing but my own faltering steps
silence silence silence
struggling through with what little is left
having had very little in life
never having that much at all
no shoulders to shed my tears upon
no gentle arms to catch my fall
crying crying crying
for those who left me behind
crying crying crying
only fading memories remain in my mind
knowing those who had meant so much to me
have gone away and left me alone
leaving me with so little to hope for
my shadow the only friend i have known
fading fading fading
the only choice that i can make
fading fading fading
my broken soul all that's left to take
with nothing left to hold me together
no hope within my sight
the only thing that is left for me to do anymore
is to fade silently into the night











